Today has been truly exhausting for me. I did not go to sleep until around 330am due to the weather, so I just played Phantasy Star Universe for 360 since it was $20 at Plaza when I went on Friday. I finished the first chapter! Hooray! Just seven more to go, and I know that’s going to take a while for me. Woke up at 900am to my mom giving me the car keys to the xD so that I could hide it from my Kuya, and then fell asleep again. Woke up an hour later with him asking for the car keys, and explaining to him that I’m not letting him drive it. He tried getting the Camry, but nope. I ended up having to drive my dad to work and my kuya drove the ‘Cura [Level 2 HEAL!!]. Had to get ready for Church, and then drove my dad to work. We had a nice little talk about the world. After I dropped him off, I ran a red light and a cop did nothing. He just pulled over, and stopped and watched other people. After that I had to go straight to church. Stayed on the freeway for quite a while, then got off at Woodman because I was getting bored with the freeway. Once at church, I sat alone on the far right side, and yeah. I got there during the second reading.
After church, helped setup to welcome the Confirmandee[sp?]. That was fun, watched their skits, ate and what not. Finished at around 315, and I had work at 400. There were so many getting Confirmed this year, saw Jeff, and we were like, “Man, remember ours? We had like 12-16 of us. Haha!” It was cool seeing him again. After the Potluck, said bye to Twin and rushed off to work. Made it on time, and boy, was it busy. After that rush, however, it was very slow. Talked with my co-workers about school, and how our paychecks were spent. Apparently people in Appliances gets paid $400 for doing nothing, even if they don’t sell. I would want to do that, but I kind of like my job as a Cashier. Didn’t feel like taking my full 15 minute break, since I had no one to talk to, so I just went back after 10 minutes of trying to sleep. Just bagged, then closed Registers 3 and 4. Rushed on them, then went back to my Register. Such a rush the last hour. Yep. I was thinking as I was rushingly bagging the items that were next to me. Thought about what I was doing, and what I did. If it was the right thing to do, or the right thing to say on Friday. How it changes everything in my mind. I don’t know, a rush of thoughts in my head. I’m lost but at the same time, I’m not, well maybe.
There’s so many unanswered things in my head. So many questionable thoughts as well. Nothing wrong, but nothing right.
I’m so happy for you Ciara, that things are going great for you and your father.
